im seriously stupid lah.
called nus today to inquire about my application and to my horror discovered that as far as they were concerned, i din apply at all. sighz. yah so i had to rush down and appeal and stuff. so pray for me k... that i will get to the med interview. yups. cos its qt unsure. God will see me through! dunno lah. i realised that my parents have always done stuff for me or at least alongside me. and the one time they let me do something myself i screw it up. way to go, girl. i was qt upset with daddy ealier cos when i called him to tell him he started scolding me and stuff. so i hung up on him but he came home and drove me to nus anyway and yah. its ok lah. i guess we are the same. both say things at the wrong time sometimes. but we both apologised so its ok :) and i understand y he was angry lah. but the thing is i felt terrible enough. oh wells. mummy talked to me when i came home to. said essentially the same thing in a MUCH nicer way. haha. duh lah oh wells. but i think shes right in that im a more big picture kinda person, that i dun really look at the little details of things so i tend to overlook this kinda thing and have these stuff happen to me. but cant help but feel it isnt all my fault. oh wells. just needa keep praying i guess. only God can help me now.
went to watch the pacifier after that with esther and james. its qt funny haha. helped me forget my troubles but anyway i wasnt really troubled for very long lah. the little boy was SO CUTE me and esther were like gushing haha. anyway when i went for tuition i discovered that elizabeth dropped out of school so for now i dun have a tuition student haha. oh dear. dunno lah. hope she will be happy doing wadeva she wants to do with her life. :) gosh a tiring day. the five people you meet in heaven is a super good book! am halfway through it now and it rocks :) its like. well written and very observative i guess. and like. yah. qt a wise book too! haha. :) oh no i feel qt bad tt i din call lifeng in the end. lijia did it. i know i shld have but i kept forgetting. sighz. must really try remebering all these stuffs more!
oh wells. going to have an early night. really have to focus more on my applications to aus now :s much to my distaste. but bopian lor i guess. if its God's will i guess i will have to learn to like aus.
i miss my friends
called nus today to inquire about my application and to my horror discovered that as far as they were concerned, i din apply at all. sighz. yah so i had to rush down and appeal and stuff. so pray for me k... that i will get to the med interview. yups. cos its qt unsure. God will see me through! dunno lah. i realised that my parents have always done stuff for me or at least alongside me. and the one time they let me do something myself i screw it up. way to go, girl. i was qt upset with daddy ealier cos when i called him to tell him he started scolding me and stuff. so i hung up on him but he came home and drove me to nus anyway and yah. its ok lah. i guess we are the same. both say things at the wrong time sometimes. but we both apologised so its ok :) and i understand y he was angry lah. but the thing is i felt terrible enough. oh wells. mummy talked to me when i came home to. said essentially the same thing in a MUCH nicer way. haha. duh lah oh wells. but i think shes right in that im a more big picture kinda person, that i dun really look at the little details of things so i tend to overlook this kinda thing and have these stuff happen to me. but cant help but feel it isnt all my fault. oh wells. just needa keep praying i guess. only God can help me now.
went to watch the pacifier after that with esther and james. its qt funny haha. helped me forget my troubles but anyway i wasnt really troubled for very long lah. the little boy was SO CUTE me and esther were like gushing haha. anyway when i went for tuition i discovered that elizabeth dropped out of school so for now i dun have a tuition student haha. oh dear. dunno lah. hope she will be happy doing wadeva she wants to do with her life. :) gosh a tiring day. the five people you meet in heaven is a super good book! am halfway through it now and it rocks :) its like. well written and very observative i guess. and like. yah. qt a wise book too! haha. :) oh no i feel qt bad tt i din call lifeng in the end. lijia did it. i know i shld have but i kept forgetting. sighz. must really try remebering all these stuffs more!
oh wells. going to have an early night. really have to focus more on my applications to aus now :s much to my distaste. but bopian lor i guess. if its God's will i guess i will have to learn to like aus.
i miss my friends
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